The Great Return – UPDATE

Hi Everyone,

Sorry that I’ve been so M.I.A lately. I don’t think that I really need to explain myself as this isn’t my full time job/income [wish it was though]. To put it quite simply, I haven’t had the motivation to do much if not anything for so long but I have finally built up the courage and motivation to write my thoughts down.  Honestly, I did have motivation to write and create blog posts but it was always at the wrong times, like in the middle of exam period, while at work or at 3 AM in the morning.  I want to write about so much and have so many ideas but I just haven’t gotten around to creating them yet. Also I kind of became a pro at procrastinating which is never a good thing. Thanks to my lovely family and friends who have given me the motivation to start blogging again. Maybe this time I will be more consistent and orderly.  I only started blogging as a hobby but have come to enjoy it dearly and turn to it like a ‘Creative Outlet.’

Okay so you may be asking what on earth I have been doing for the past 100+ days, well to be quite honest; university, work, rest and repeat. And if I need to get into specifics, I have been running out of time and energy to do anything besides the above listed. Tired is a word that I used to use so loosely. Now I understand that when I used to say it for petty things like going shopping it was so pointless. I have also understood the difference between physical and mental exhaustion. I wish I only felt physically fatigued. [This reminds me that I should get back into the gym-opps!] Anyways I have basically written a whole paragraph about being tired/exhausted/fatigued.

Now to get to the positive topics. I want to start a new page in my life and document my journey with weight loss. I haven’t been taking as many OOTD/OOTN’s because I haven’t been feeling the best about myself. I think this is a great opportunity to document my change and keep motivated. This is just a thought and I’m not sure if it’s actually going to work but for once I’m being optimistic. I’m planning on write reviews, sharing more outfit ideas, recipes and D.I.Y’s.

I have changed my link which is going to take some time to get used to. ‘Hold my Poodle’ started off as a joke between my friends and I about one of our favourite movies. For some reason I am just looking for any reason to not post this. It feels as though this is my first blog post ever and I am just anxious.

I hope you enjoy.

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